When was the last time I wrote? or even took pictures of myself? I don’t remember…This is year is very different for me. I am going through so many changes, I was always able to cope but I admit this time it is very difficult for me. I just started my senior year at college, I started working as the Style and Beauty editor at Destination Jeddah, Riyadh, and Sharqiya. Don’t get me wrong, I am so happy and excited but I feel so overwhelmed and I do not know what is happening. I am so busy, running around the whole time, I never got the chance to sit and think of all the changes happening. I barely have time to plan or think of what I should do next with my life. I am just waking up everyday and handling the day itself. I am carrying on, submitting my papers, doing my work, and finishing all my tasks but I feel like I’m doing that because I have to. I have been questioning myself a lot lately and wondering, do I even want to be here? do I want to be doing that? What’s next? What is right for me? Am I taking right decisions? Am I thinking wisely? I need answers soon!
I wrote this on my notes, I did not plan to publish it but here it is for the world to see….
Shoes: Saint Laurent